Life decisions

We waver between choices
Caught between the anvil and the hammer
Trying to fit in to many characters like actors
Our decision ready to make or mar

What is life truly all about
Music? Friend? Religion?
Sometimes wishing to be angels in a bit
Others wishing to take part in Necromancies

Where is the joy?
In Christ?
In being a girl or boy?
Restricted like in a nest

I came to discover
That to walk through this crossroad
I don't have to be an undercover
But rather be bold
Hoping to be a celestial someday